When Life Hits (Pause) 365

When Life Hits (Pause) 365

Another year on pause.

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Another year of limbo, in between, almost there but not quite yet.

This is the first fall I’m not returning to school.  In may I completed my masters degree, instead of it ending with an  “!”  it ended with a   “. . .”   now what?

Now I have a confession, life isn’t going the way I had it planned.

This was supposed to be the year that I got into my dream MFA program, the one that would give me the credentials and experience needed to eventually become a professor.  The program was full and I need apply again, I need to wait until next year.  This was the year I could have gotten a full time job as an art teacher.  I came in second, instead, I will be a substitute teacher again.

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In a lot of ways I feel like I am caught in the middle of   “. . .”   waiting for the next big thing to happen.

This is another year on pause because it’s a waiting period.  Pause is a time for new beginnings.

The beautiful thing about pause is that it gives you time that may not have been afforded before.  Imagine what you could do with a year that suddenly (unexpectedly) becomes empty.  Imagine what an artist can do with a blank canvas.  While in the midst of this “wait a little longer” I am going to hush my incessantly worrying mind and harness opportunity.  There is a “resume” button on the horizon.

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This year, every day I will post a new photograph.  Note that I said “post” not “shoot.”  In a typical 365 a photographer would shoot and post a new photo every day.  For the sake of continuing to create series, I will set up 2-4 shoots a week and post daily from them to tell stories immersed in emotion and brimming with fantasy.

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This time next year I hope to look back at my “pause” year and see a concentration of growth and creativity.  Who knows, this time next year maybe I’ll be starting on that MFA degree… or maybe I will be somewhere unforeseeable and adventuresome.

So here we go.  Time to press “resume” and move forward into this year with expectancy.

Have you ever faced a (Pause) in your life?

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I will post daily on:

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1 Comment

  1. Yaaayy! Aleah this is so exciting, I think you are definitely looking at this next year in the right way. One of the smartest things any photographer can do with their time is to just create a ton of work, and from what I’ve seen, everyone who has completed a 365 has absolutely jump started their career. I think most people have a bit of a pause right after college where they go, “oh wait…now i have to be an adult and do something with my life.” I know I did haha, but I’m so happy with where life has gone and where it’s going and I can only see bright and beautiful things to come for you as well. Best of luck with your new photo adventure, you know I’ll be watching!! 🙂

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